Selected Poems from Real Nature

The Navy Captain's House


The Navy Captain's house was not burning,

but the sprinklers were firing every second on top of

this house he retired to thirty years ago

with his wife, who takes many medications now,

and his infant daughter, now a mother.

         Fifty years before, cruising with supplies from Guam,

         the Navy Captain heard his crew talking

         about the Japanese-made torpedoes that run swift and straight

         ten or twenty feet deep, anytime, piercing through the hull

         and exploding mostly inside the ship

         among the engines and the men.

He never thought he'd be safe at his daughter's house,

from the thoughts of the hundreds of homes already burned,

the news stations broadcasting no foreseeable containment,

and the fact that the fire had spread fingers

across Moraga Drive, the street just houses

from the Navy Captain's house.

         Standing on the deck at night, looking over the side,

         multiple straight lines glow the water to light, 

         tracking amidships, making him think it is over.

         The Navy Captain grips the rail and bends his knees

         to see the South Pacific Dolphin turn to ride the bow

         of his destroyer.

He drank his bourbon, now a premature evacuee,

saying "If it goes, it goes... but Katherine will never recover from it."

We'll try to sleep tonight, call a neighbor in the morning,

the one with teenagers sitting on their roof watching the fire

surrounding the Navy Captain's house.

Every Day

All through each long day

our nightgowns hug each other

on the bedroom hook.

Kissing on the Cliff

Do you remember the moist air?

In the black night we couldn’t see the plants

on the ground, near the edge, 

until our eyes adjusted.

Then you would look for the stars and

later I’d point out the white glow from the surf

when a wave broke.

The Sweater

The doctors tell me the main tumor

in my chest is the size of a softball.

She uses a double strand of yarn

and thin knitting needles so the arms and walls

to cover my chest and back will be thick.

There are more in my bronchial system,

my neck, below my diaphragm, and maybe

in my spleen. The sweater will warm me

even in the wind. She had to do Catholic


Penance, a mother’s labor, she repeats

non-stop clicks with yarn, mostly acrylic,

so it can’t be eaten and 

will never decay. She says it is her

fault. She should have stopped me from

sneaking onto that stupid golf course at night, swimming 

with mosquitoes, diving the black lake for lost balls

through industrial fertilizer and green dyes, as if 

she knows what caused my lymph node cancer

when no one else does. She tries to cure me, feels 

my forehead, clicks the needles together again 

and again until her fingers hurt and wrists ache

and she can hardly stand up from sitting so long.

So I tell her that leaves on trees blow left 

then right, some rattle and flip,

some move hardly at all, yet some are first to fall

to the ground. I tell her the sweater 

is coming along great as she watches me lose 

weight lying in bed. The needles click as she approaches

another threshold of pain that relieves her.

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The Literary Nest published “The Navy Captain’s House” in their Winter 2017/2018 issue, themed as their “Fear” edition.

“Everyday” was first published in Smeuse Poetry, a print anthology, in 2017.

“Kissing on the Cliff” was first published by Her Heart Poetry in July of 2017.

The Ocean State Review, Charles Kell editor, was the first to publish “The Sweater” in their 2016 edition. It was published again by Snapdragon: A Journal of Art and Healing, which is primarily a print journal. A third appearance was in Wising Up Press/Universal Table for their Longer Than Expected web anthology.